I'm just gonna be honest here. I know God's in control of all of our lives and all, and I'm good with that. But that doesn't mean I am always happy with what happens in my life. And right now, my heart hurts.
I don't want all my friends to leave me! There!
Putting on the front is making me tired. I'm honestly not happy. Why is everyone leaving at the same time? Huh? Tell me that. It's like everytime I go to church someone else breaks the news to me! What is going on? I think we're up to 6 couples that have or are moving soon.
Ya'll think since I have ellie now, it would be okay? Well, it's not! okay! It's not!
Man, I thought that would make me feel better...it didn't.
Forgive me for that right there Lord. I just needed to vent.
But honestly, are you people REALLY praying about these decisions? Really? Oh, I know you are. I just don't like the answer.
I'm trying not to be bitter here. And I know it's hard for you to see me this way, but how else will you really know how much I love you and how much I will miss you.
Now don't any of the rest of you get any ideas or I may have to get mean! ha.
;)
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
I Must Vent!
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3 comments:
I love you too and I'm going to miss you a lot....You have taught me a lot...thanks for venting and being a "real" person. think of it as you are sending a "part of you" to Michigan.....
Love you
I wondered how you were handling all the change, and so much all at once! You asked in an earlier comment about my leaving. I think you can probably add my name to the list. I'm sorry. It won't be for awhile yet.
I know you know that God doesn't close one door without opening another. I hope it helps to hear it from someone else. I have appreciated all that you have been and done in my short time here. You have truly been a blessing to me. Now, don't go thinkin' this is goodbye, 'cause it ain't. I just want you to know you've mattered in my life.
I'm with you. I don't like this "moving stuff" even a little bit. Makes me wonder if since we came everyone is leaving because I have stinky arm pits or something.....
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