Just a few thoughts...

It has been a wild few weeks. Well, actually a wild summer, and I am soooo tired of going. Maybe we're done. It has just been an exceptional summer. And what a great end to it when my little grayson is born. I have predicted before the 1st or on it. I just feel it is very near. I'm getting very anxious to meet him. You know when you have a picture of someone in your mind that you talk to on the phone alot but have never met, well that's what I have in my mind. But just like that person usually doesn't look anything like I have imagined, grayson probably won't either. but right now i have a picture of him with dark hair and dark eyes and a quiet disposition. It will be so interesting to see how different from ellie he will be. I remember when I was pregnant with kylah, I just thought the baby would be a duplicate of landon. she was so totally opposite, in looks and her disposition. I guess I feel like that will happen with these two as well. Whoever God has formed him to be, will be just perfect for this grama, or "elmo" as it looks for now. yes, ellie is still calling me "elmo!" she gets so excited when she sees any character like elmo and screams elmo, no matter if it's elmo, big bird, or barney. so, I just wonder what she sees when she sees me and screams just as excitedly, "elmo!" ya know? mari said maybe it's the animated way I talk to her. Who knows? But I do know, she loves elmo and she loves me. kinda cool, when you think of that way.

We had another friend die suddenly this last week, so yesterday we went to lubbock for his funeral. Fred just turned 50 a week before and suddenly collapsed. Please pray for the fleener family. They are all very dear to us.